Sunday, April 17, 2011

I haven't done too bad on my "not Smoking" I haven't had a smoke or a puff off a smoke in 2 weeks. So that's pretty darn good for me. The last 3 days have been pretty hard and tonight has been really hard for some reason, I'm really thinking about ciggy's... I have none in the house so the only way I would have one is to run to Hucks up the street and buy some. No way I'm going to do that tonight so guess I really don't want one as bad as I think. Funny the Chantix works but you could almost talk your self into having a smoke, it's a strange feeling. I don't really have that drastic urge just a nervous feeling of wanting to have a smoke, hard to explain. But, I'm still proud of myself and I know hubby is really proud of me. but If I can make it to 3 months without one it will be a month longer then the last time I tried to stop and I think it will work this time. I do feel better and that stupid cough during the night is gone so guess that's a good thing. Gonna keep trying.....

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